Week 4 Reflections

This week the readings were really insightful for me. Okay, they are every week. But the principle I really liked this week was hit on in two places. Clayton Christensen said how while at Oxford he dedicated one hour a day to pondering and reading and figuring out what his mission on earth is and he said it was a sacrifice but it helped him a lot. I really need direction like that in my life right now.

Then one of the videos talked about a guy who decided to study himself like he studied bugs as a kid and wrote down his observations in a notebook. About himself. For 2 YEARS! That's a long time and a lot of dedication to figuring it out. Which really is a representation of reality, but disappointing that it can't take less time. But I think I'm confused enough to really pursue this and work to dedicate time daily for this answer for myself. I am a bit overwhelmed right now with school and my 6 kids under 8 years old. And so carving out that time is hard to do, but I have tried it yesterday and today and I feel way more peace and connection to God, and for that I am grateful and that alone makes this pursuit worth it.

So that is my goal after this week's readings and videos. I need to work little by little to figure this out and know what I'm supposed to do with my life and gifts and talents. I NEED to figure this out, because my heart is constantly telling me I'm meant to do SOMETHING and I'm still not sure what it is, and I believe I will go crazy if I don't figure it out and do something about it.

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